Hi bloggers,
I am almost completing school and I cant help but feel the pressure rising. I am not a child anymore. I cant completely depend on people as i used to and that is pretty scary. Now I am starting to think about kids and marriage and a family of my own, well not necessarily in that order but you know what I mean. I trully want to do something great with my life, you know, leave a mark of my own that everyone will remember...well maybe not everyone but atleast some people will know that some time ago I existed.But its not easy, I have to be exceptional,I have to have that X factor that will be my stepping stone.Like I said am almost done with school.I love what I am training to do and cant wait to really begin working it, my problem is that am not so sure that is what I want. I have had this dilema before, back when i was in school doing law. I knew I wanted to be a lawyer but I was not sure I wanted to practice it. Maybe am indecisive, maybe am not very sure of myself. This is just a morning confession temporary insanity moment.I dont know if that phrase makes any sense but thats what best describes my situation.As I count down to graduation day, my hope is that I will get a revelation of some sort...but untill that day, I am the indecisive blogger, who hopes for answers for things she is unsure of, maybe its the fact that am growing up too fast -I think- or maybe, this is how i have always been just discovering it now.For more of my dilema and any other drama in my life...meet me here tomorrow.
